Back from a small Holiday

I went to visit my family and the weather was very cold. It was a good change but physically I felt I got tired because I didn't sleep well. My children woke me up a lot. Sleep is so important in my life and it is also something that can get disrupted very easily. Both my children injured them selves the nine days I was visiting my family. My son fell on his face on the pavement and got bad cuts and bruises and my daughter hit her forehead on the corner of the coffee table. She had to get two stitches. Those two incidents were very scary. I get hysterical. I can not handle such things. I pray to God my children will always be healthy and I will be strong for them. Unfortunately I am not strong. I can not help it. I lose my mind. Please forgive me God and help me be strong for my children.

New Year Update

It's a new year and a new beginning. I feel this will be a great year in my life. I plan on focusing a lot of my time on a new business idea. I want to dedicate my time and passion to this idea and I want to give a piece of me to this world. With the will of God I wont lose focus.

My health is stable thanks to God. I take my Avonex once a week. I eat well, but still don't eat the way I'd like. I still eat white rice and white bread occasionally. I try to stick to spelt bread if i have it. I have not been going to Yoga for the past few weeks and I want to go back to going at least twice a week. My mood has been alright but I still feel I can be extremely irritable at times, but I'd rather not focus on that. I pray this year will be great for me physically, spiritually, mentally and financially.