Saturday, February 28, 2009

Cancelled the MRI

After reading about the harmful effects an MRI could have on a person, I decided to cancel it and do it after another six months. I did one six months ago and I don't have any new physical complaints so I realized it wasn't necessary to do one now. My Neuro wasn't even the one who suggested it to me, I told him I wanted to do one even though he probably didn't think it was necessary.
I realized to much knowledge can also be very crippling and make a person very indecisive. I'm just going to lay low and just put my trust in God. I have been very worried lately. Questioning if my stopping avonex was a good idea. I mean I have only missed one shot which was five days ago, and I feel I have been having insomnia. I thought maybe it was a side effect of stopping the medication. I called my Neuro and he of course said, it was probably just me being over worried. For now, I'm not going to think any further about the topic and i'm goign to go to sleep.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Off Avonex

I went to see my doctor. I told him I felt the medication was effecting my mood, so he said I can take a month break from the medication to see if its from MS or the Avonex. I am going to take an MRI as well and see how things are going. With the will of God, I am improving and being off the medication means I will have more energy to live my life to the fullest. Today I am going back to Yoga!

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Making a Commitment

I have had it with the way I feel depleted of energy these days. My arms and legs are weak. I have a low mood low everything. I don't believe the medication is doing me justice. I want to stop now. I will go and see my doctor and tell him my plans to take a break from the meds. I will then focus on life! I will focus on health! I will have energy to do that! I believe in my heart its the right thing to do with the will of God I will stick to my decision.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Inspired By Nick Vujicic

This morning I woke up and got a forward from a friend. I opened it up to read an inspirational speech from a 25 year old man who was born without limbs. No arms and no legs! I watched his youtube speech and was in awe of his incredible strength and adorable personality. He has a great sense of humor! Despite the challenge of living in a society where different is not always tolerated, he overcame all odds inspiring others to see that God can help you overcome anything. God bless Nick Vujicic and his message.