Back from a small Holiday

I went to visit my family and the weather was very cold. It was a good change but physically I felt I got tired because I didn't sleep well. My children woke me up a lot. Sleep is so important in my life and it is also something that can get disrupted very easily. Both my children injured them selves the nine days I was visiting my family. My son fell on his face on the pavement and got bad cuts and bruises and my daughter hit her forehead on the corner of the coffee table. She had to get two stitches. Those two incidents were very scary. I get hysterical. I can not handle such things. I pray to God my children will always be healthy and I will be strong for them. Unfortunately I am not strong. I can not help it. I lose my mind. Please forgive me God and help me be strong for my children.